Dear Tracy,
 
You have suffered a nightmare for real, and I do understand as I have been a victim many years ago, but God interceded and saved my life. You certainly did the right thing by writing and sharing with your brothers and sisters in Christ.  I pray that by the time you read this (knowing the awesomeness of these praying doves) that this influence of satanic attacks over your life has been lifted. Knowing how all the doves are faithful prayer warriors and know their position in Christ to take authority over the enemy...he has to be on the run, bound, gagged and banished into outer darkness.  After such an immense ordeal, it's not uncommon for you to feel defeated and weak (unable to praise the Lord or pray).  Take heart dear sister, that's what having other Christians to share with is all about. We stand on God's Word!
 
 Mat 18:18Verily I say unto you, Whatsoever ye shall bind on earth shall be bound in heaven: and whatsoever ye shall loose on earth shall be loosed in heaven.  Mat 18:19Again I say unto you, That if two of you shall agree on earth as touching any thing that they shall ask, it shall be done for them of my Father which is in heaven.  Mat 18:20For where two or three are gathered together in my name, there am I in the midst of them.
 
And 62 times in scripture the Lord says FEAR NOT!  It's important to remember this and stand on His Word.  Fear not because He is with you, and interceeds for you, and will protect you.  In my situation years ago, which was the most horrifying thing in my life, I still thank God for!  For I have come to realize that had it not been for this situation, and my reliance on Him, I would not be the same person I am today.  I may have doubted His power and may not have become so dependant on Him daily.
 
Tracy, if you are saved by the blood of Jesus, and His Spirit lives inside of you...you take the authority given you over any and all minions of the evil one in Jesus name!  Annoint every window and door in your house and plead the blood of Jesus over it all, bind Satan and cast him out, never to return.  Ask Him to send angels to guard the minds and hearts and lives of you and all in your family.  Put on a praise tape, CD or whatever you have, and SING! Sing Jesus Loves Me if you don't have a praise and worship tape...He still loves to hear that one!  Just lift your voice and praise the Lord! If you can do nothing else read the Word outloud! Don't rely on feelings or emotions, just do it--be obedient and stand on His promises.  We have this authority over evil spirits through His work on the cross, you just have to exercise it, and trust His promises. Forgive this man for the horror he put your family through, pray for his family, and any who may curse you because of his death.  Pray that the Lord will fill their hearts with the knowledge of His truth. Then rest in His peace. We are told to pray for our enemies, and Jesus said "Forgive them Father, for they know not what they do."  Who knows what drove this deranged soul to do what he did.  Pray that the Lord will give his family and yours His peace.
 
Call the prayer counselors at the 700 Club that will pray with you, or find a local brother or sister in Christ to stand with you in prayer too.  I have prayed for you, and know dozens if not hundreds of other doves have too.  Stand tall girlfriend....He that is in YOU, is greater than he that is the world!!!
 
 1Jo 4:4Ye are of God, little children, and have overcome them: because greater is he that is in you, than he that is in the world.
 
I hope this helps...write to us any time. We will stand with you!
 
Love, Kay