29 August 2004 (early Sunday AM)
 
It’s about 3:45am.  Could not sleep and I have been restless all the weekend.  Decided to come in and update the diary.  It’s about ready to close for the month anyway.  Went to a few sites and read a LOT about people seeing and hearing things that to them, indicate the rapture is very close.  The enemy is constantly pushing against me not wanting me to use my gifts that GOD has given me and trying to make me ineffective in my life but I will not allow victory to be won by the enemy.  I will continue through the power of the Holy Spirit to push BACK the enemy in my life and allow GOD’s glory to ascend to the place it needs to ascend in me for such a time as this.  Though the battle be strong it is still the LORD’s and the VICTORY comes ONLY through HIM.. I will continue to ask the LORD to place a burden on my heart for Bobby.  I will continue to pray for the sick and WATCH them recover through the faith that GOD has given me and I will continue to watch and wait for the blessed return of my LORD because through HIM and HIM alone will I be delivered from this wretched world of sin and strife!  EVEN SO, COME LORD JESUS COME…I await you…help me in these the darkest hours before your GLORY will fill the earth.  I trust you, I laud you and PRAISE you from the rooftops!  I will not be silent, my spirit will not be quenched from declaring your glory!  I love you and only you and let these words written here declare and decree to all the enemies of the cross that I will NOT GIVE UP!!!  It doesn’t MATTER what is thrown at me, I will continue to fight the good fight of faith until I am whisked away ever to be with my LORD!  The fight goes on but GOD is the conqueror of ALL evil!  SO BE IT!
 
For the spirit of the LORD says – be strong my sons and daughters in my might and power.  Be not afraid for the enemy fights because his time is short and your victory sure.  You know what is right and honest and pure and noble.  Fulfill that which you are to fulfill in these last days and become the mature men and women rising from the child.  I will give you all you need to sustain yourself in this day and nothing will come against you unless I will it and that will be for your purification and not your demise.  You are mine and I am yours and nothing can ever come between us but your own will.   Protect yourself in my armour and under the shelter of my wings and you will not fail.  Listen to me your GOD and teacher and you will not fall.  You will have the words of the LORD placed upon your lips and will declare that which I wish declared.  Examine all you hear and see but rely on me alone and your journey will be victorious.  Do not waver one way or the other but stay on the track the enemy wishes to destroy in you because I have invested time in you to be where you are now.  All things will come to pass as I see fit.  You are not to fear or hold back, but be that which I command you to be…so saith I the LORD, the King and ruler of all forevermore.
 
WHOA!
 
Doves, I typed that out as the spirit gave it to me.  I will take it to my heart as it is for me.  But I say now, it is also for all of you who undertand.  Things are coming -- I see them and hear them and now I must declare them as my LORD sees fit.  We no longer can be silent.  We must now be a trumpet sounding the alarm for behold the bridegroom cometh….We must declare as the bride to the rest of the world that the entrance is about to open and we are going out to meet the groom.  Believe me and warn the others -- it is not far off.
 
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