I'm so sorry for your loss. Make no mistake about it Kristy, If your husband knew the Lord, he is in His presence right now, more alive then he ever was on earth. A person's mind can be just sick as any other part of the body. Would the Lord not forgive someone with cancer if they were saved? Sickness takes many forms and the results cause such heartache is so many lives that it is sometimes easy to question God and wonder if His promises are always true. The simple fact is that we can't understand the mind of God and all His ways. We see faintly through the veil and understand as mortals because that is the way God intended. Eddie can now see the whole plan because he is in the arms of our Lord. As a matter of fact, he is without sorrow because you are there with him right now (Eddie also stepped out of this time and space continuum as all of human history has already played out in God's world).
Don't let doubt creep into your thinking because Satan is waiting to attack you from all angles. Christ's promises are real and He will sustain you as He wraps His loving arms around you and gives you the strength to go on until you are reunited with Eddie in heaven--and it will happen! Case closed !!!!
Soon and very soon, Kristy.