Jennie,I'm wondering if you may have a "door" opened that is allowing this kind of attack to occur. From your post:__________________________I have had these attacks before when I get too close to God. The evil hates it. Time is short and the Devil is very upset right now._______________________Sure the evil one hates when we are close to God, but that alone as far as I know should not cause an attack of the kind that you describe.I once had a similar experience many years ago where I would have a scary, demonic dream and wake up terrified knowing that evil was in my room and I prayed very hard in the midst of it and God came and delivered me and the next night it happened again. But this time God told me that it was because of some posters that I had on my bedroom wall. It was around 1985 and I had bought some magazines of rock/metal bands and put these posters from them on my wall thinking it was just harmless fun. God told me that He would deliver me from the attack again the second night but that if I was not willing to get that junk out of my room and throw it in the trash in the morning that He would not be able to keep delivering me because it was my own choice to have this evil with me. It is amazing how this all works but somehow it does open a door and let these spirits have access to us if we have something of theirs with us in some legal way that gives them the right to oppress us. Ask God if there is anything that is opening a door and if so that He would reveal to you what and then be willing to close it as He leads and this sort of activity should stop. It could be something occultic, maybe you read the horoscope? Maybe you accepted a gift of some sort from someone who is into spiritism or has hexed you? Maybe some little statue of a pagan idol or a Buddha or tiki or totum or African mask or a Native American "dream catcher" (ironically said to be for the warding off of evil dreams but could do just the opposite) or some other artifact? Who knows? But be willing to follow God's lead, okay? Let us know what happens.Or else it may even be that it's not anything that you have done but that someone else may have cursed you. In that case pray this prayer:
Prayer To Break Curses
Sometimes those in Christian service can suffer unnecessarily due to being cursed and not understanding the authority they have as a believer in Yah’shua (Jesus) to come against those curses. Those who labor in foreign mission fields, or in ministry to cults or the occult, or anyone else in front-line ministry (inner city work, jail ministry, street preaching, prayer counseling, etc.) can be the target of curses from Satan’s pawns. Usually, this prayer (based on one written by Thomas White which has served us well for more than a decade) can help shatter the power of those curses against the believer, especially if you remember to put your spiritual battle armor (Ephesians 6:10) on every day as well:
Lord Yah’shua, you have called and equipped me to follow you and do your will. I am your bondservant. In my affliction, I ask for your Holy Spirit to search and convict me of any sin that allows the fiery darts of Satan to penetrate my armor. I am willing and ready to repent and confess. I ask for you to reveal areas of ignorance in my life to me that may have given the devil opportunity. Lord Yah’shua, seek out, expose and destroy all schemes and devises of Satan that have been sent against me. I know that I am dependent upon you alone for deliverance. I ask you to turn this evil into good.
“Satan, I raise my shield of faith against you, and stand now to resist you with the Sword of the Holy Spirit, the Word of God that proclaims your judgment as a false god, and accuser of the sons and daughters of EL Elyon Almighty. I am a child of the living Elohim, and I proclaim your works on my life (and in the lives of my family, ministry team, disciples, etc.) to be absolutely and utterly destroyed. I refuse, and through the power of the Lord Yah’shua the Messiah, I break the power of all curses, hexes, vexes, spells, incantations, psychic powers, works of witchcraft, shamanism, voodoo, Satanism, Candoble, Santeria, Palo Mayombe, cultural spiritism, or mental manipulation sent to distract or destroy me (us) from _________________ (if the name of the person sending the curse is known, speak it; otherwise…) or from any other source. I command all powers of evil to go where the Master Yah’shua the Messiah tells you to go by the voice of His Holy Spirit. I bless anyone who is cursing me (us) and claim them for salvation and eternal life through the cross and the blood of Yah’shua, in Whose mighty name we pray, Amen.”Barry Amundsen