Hello, I am a frequent reader of 5 doves and ask that you please pray for me. I want so bad to go to my heavenly home. I have moderate clinical depression and have been praying and seeking the Lord to help me keep pressing on until his return. My life just seems so confused right now and I feel so much guilt about how I have wasted the past 27 years. I am so thankful God's grace. I just have to take one day at a time. I want so much for this year to be the year. I have been a "watcher" since the hype over Rosh Hashanah 2005 and with each passing date that is predicted and goes by I feel in my spirit what can only be described as deep mourning and grief. I have to remind myself that God is God and I am not. Only he knows for certain when he is coming back and why he chose that specific date. I can not question or complain. I must trust. That is really hard when I have real physical burdens right in front of me. I fear I think of the Rapture as my great escape from this life. But the Lord has me here for a reason. I know He Loves me. I am very vulnerable right now and I have always believed everything happens for a reason. I lay my burdens at His feet and pray for healing, strength, patience, and purpose for the rest of my life on earth.
Wendy
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You have the right attitude, Wendy.

"I have to remind myself that God is God and I am not. Only he knows for certain when he is coming back and why he chose that specific date. I can not question or complain. I must trust."

May God grant you some relief prior to that great day which is coming pretty soon!

John