Once again I am up all night !,....(5:00 in the morning)
      ..................and how I have been making it without sleep for almost 2 years now,.......I will never know.
      My heart is crying out to our God for both of you, and has been since I read your send. I can't find "words" to say what my heart wants to say to bring peace and comfort to you, but my heart is before the Lord, asking HIM to help you in ways to being you comfort, and my (most of all) prayer is that HE will come right now, so we can be out of this evil world.
       I too am going thru a "test" that I just don't understand why it is happening that is bringing me to a point of trying to hang to "sanity", in this world that is so evil.
    I was in a motorcycle accident in May of 2006, caused by a "druggie" who had no insurance, who was driving a car with no insurance, who was arrested 2 weeks earlier for not having any insurance (but kept car on the road),.....and then the driver was picked up for drugs 2 weeks after he caused my accident. He cut infront of me at the last second......and I brought the bike sideways, causing my right leg & foot to be crushed and twisted, and  bent my foot over the peg, and slamming my right hip also into the door, and whipping my neck over the roof line,.......and to make it worst,......when I bounched off the car, the bike came back and landed on my left leg & foot. I am a mess from head to my feet............and I am about to loose house because of a "druggie" who gets to walk away from it all.   My insurance company is doing everything possible to take advantage of this situation,...to make sure that I do loose my house,.......and stopping me from getting any medical help.  From the "stress" I now have sugar and high blood pressure, and I am at wits end, from why this is all happening to me.  What makes my heart broken is that I built my own house with my very own 2 hands......and to loose it to a "druggie",..and still have all these medical problems,and all these bills,......that I have to pay.just doesn't seem fair.I just came from court,..because the hospital people have taken me to court to get their money for what this "druggie" caused,.......and I have to pay for them.    It just isn't right,.....that this is the way our system is set up.    I too,.....like you !!,........have a broken heart,........and I sit in pain,...and with many tears, wondering why this is all happening to me, when I have done nothing wrong.
I won't stop praying for you,......and please remember me in your prayers,.......as I go thru the worst time in my life,......and pray the Lord sends me a miricle too.  If any Doves want to lift me up in prayer,..Please do so........I sure could use them.
                                                                           So ready,......so, so-o-o-o ready !!...........to go home
                                                                                                                  Chip