from Danmark 21.o4.o7
to John Tng and the Doves site !

dear Arlene !

Thanks for sharing your thougths and experiences about Douglas Martins
letter - "a feeling of, I dont care !" - You almost describe my daily life
to, so thanks for sharing this with us. Also thanks to all you others for
given your help.

I believe in, that it is very importent, that we give each other response,
at least in sutch a special situattion. Because
I know from direct private mails I got. That a lot of other christians out
there, who not feel so free to share, could have the exactly same feelings
and experiences, and it perhaps hurts, because they have no one to share it
with. - So take this as a Call, to give response, when you read something
who touch you, - or like in this situattion, scare you ! - because it could
help some-one out there to !

In your letter Arlene, you mention, that this is not depression, - and I
totaly agree, I also know what deep depression is, - but this is not like to
fall down in a black hole, not to knowing how to get up again. - This is not
any kind of feel like a pendul on a clock, - joy-sadness, sadness-joy and so
on, - or it have nothing to do with loosing faith, - not at all ! - send
that lies back to hell, there it commes from !

I think that you Arlene, have given a realy good explanation of what happen,
with your words: " I have come to the conclussion, that this is a part of
our DEATH-TO-THE-WORLD PROCESS ! " - so if this is the reason ???

 - then we in fact are like a pregnant woman, waiting for birth, saying: -
oh its to much, - no, I cant do it any longer, - I have waited for to long
now, oh my God help, set me free. - YES Lord JESUS, come and take us Home
soon, but not our, your will be done !

PS: I will suggest you readers, to read Arlenes whole letter, use the link
under here.

> http://www.fivedoves.com/letters/apr2007/arlene420.htm <

May the Holy Spirit take totaly over in our life, and fulfill the Plan of
God in our life. And may He fill us with His
Peace, Love and Joy, in the name of Jesus Christ, our love, and Great
Lord. - jan mikael ><>