You are not alone in feeling this way.... Have you ever sung the song.... "I want to be HOLY like You, HOLY
like you Lord Jesus... Make me I pray HOLY like You HOLY like you Lord  Jesus?"
 
The word "HOLY" means... "set-apart".... Jesus is like no other.... He is definitely "set-apart"... ie HOLY....
 
This is what you describe of yourself.... "set-apart" from others, from the world, ie  HOLY...
 
Holy unto Jesus!!!!
 
 
God is doing just that... making us Holy unto Him,
 
Don Best