Thank you for spending the time interpreting my dream.  I cannot recall my exact situation at that time when I had the dream but I do remember that I was starting to seek Jesus just as well.   I hope that my relationship with my Lord is better now, although my faith gets weak from time to time.  But just in case I got on my knees that evening after reading your post, and I once again told Him that I want nothing with the world and all of me goes to Him and his father. I give all my heart, mind, and soul to Him and may He do whatever He wants to do with it.
 
After I said all I could say to Jesus I somehow expected some sort of comfort zone but I did not.  Perhaps my faith needs to grow more.  I find myself thinking like a jew (always expecting some sort of sign from heaven you know).  But I know this,
I do love Him so, and I think about Him every single day.
 
God bless you,
 
Soraya